m u s i n g

okay where and how do i start??

hmmm...
why do i feel so dam SIAN these few days? urgh~
i dont like this feeling. seriously i REALLY dun like it!!

i've been trying to keep myself occupy, but i just cant concentrate on wadever i intend to do. you might see me working on math sums right now but the next moment you will find in the kitchen searching for food!! man~ this is so not me..

i hate to edit pictures.

music to me r lyk noise!!

even the sight of my beloved wilber irritates me.

wad got into me?? argh~ seems like nothing can make me happy at all.

i find no joy!! no satisfaction!! it's like the spirit wanna do this but the body is not cooperating and in the end, no task accomplished. argh~ i hate this kind of pathetic, upside down life!!

this is terri-horrible!!

sighed* i guess this is the dry period that everybody will feel now and then. right?

nevertheless i will do something about it. i shall get myself going again.
and of cuz there's only one person who can get me up and push me to move on, he's none other than Him. =] cuz in Him i can always find a reason to smile. indeed You are my refuge!!
thnk you Lord!!

(Faith by Dr Phil Pringle)
But this is just the time to lay hold of the Word, build your faith and see the power of God at work...
The trial purifies our faith. It refines it. Faith is strengthened under pressure. It grows and enlarges.

[ps: i already finished reading this book, borrow it from me if u wanna read it too.]